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Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007
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10:14 am - My Car
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Ok so good news i got my car towed to day. I know it sounds bad but really this is a good thing , i got it Towed to a garage to get fixed .... again , by the time I'm done with it , the whole car will be like new ,
I didn't finish putting the dash in and i didn't mount the fog lights but well its down there so i hope they might finish what i started , i got the hard part done , .... but any way to days my last day off then back to work ,, I might be working int he garden center I'm not to sure , but i hope so , Being out side and getting a free tan , sounds like fun to me , not to mention lots of work , so i'll be moving none stop, ( loose weight plan ) but any way im off to clean the room , it is a mess
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| Sunday, April 1st, 2007
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9:32 pm
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i hate when someone tells you something knowing thats what you want to hear and then turn around and lie , they blow you off and think nothing of it i have no paitents for it so go and run and tell everyone
current mood:  pissed off
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| Friday, March 30th, 2007
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7:54 pm
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had the greatest time ever , i just spent like 2 hours out side in the fridged cold with gill putting in fog lights in my car :) it was great ..
current mood:  giggly
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4:45 pm - car
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So i went out the other week and bough a car , Its a Dodge Neon 1995 4 door and its a standard , after a week having it i had to get new break lines , then i drove it for a day with the bran spankin lines and i went to take Gill and her mom to pick up sparky ( Gills Accent ) and driving home my drive shaft went .The Car runs but It wnt move ( no power to the gears , so i called CAA to tow my car home and on the way home the damn tow truck somked a pot hole nad when it did that it cracked my oil pan so the oil in the car is slowly driping out to the side of the road i had to shove a box under it so it wouldn't leave a mark and so that a cute little kitten woulnt drink it , i would feel like shit if that were to happen , well today was pay day and i though its time to fix the car had to go to Nappa and order the Part and it costs 181.98 DAMN cars cost alot , and thats jut the part not to install it , so the part will come in tomorrow and i will have to get it towed to a friends house and there so a friend will fix it , ( thank god for friends) now after thats done i have to get a head gasket , it burns coolent , and thats another 87, 100 dollars , by the time im done with it wi will at least have tripled in value ,
current mood:  blah
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| Thursday, May 25th, 2006
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6:55 pm
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Well To update those of you that don't know my Grandfather passed a way Sunday Morning , And We just had the service for him today , This is a feeling that i wish on no one , i never wanted to hug him so bad in my life as i do right now , But i cant im trying to come to terms with it to stay strong for my Mother and my Grandmother , and Today was the first time that my mother cryed And i felt so hope less that i counld do a thing , all i could do was hug her and tell her that i was there for her, and also that the guy playing the Organ could not sing but it made her smile i know not the best of things to say but i have to smile or make jokes about things if i start to take it to heart i would cry and its not a pertty sight , but also I had Gill there through the whole thing she was there when Papa Passed and there the days after and not to mention today when we had the service she was there behind me all the way and my Grandfather would have been happy to see her come i know my grandmother is happy that i have such a great friendand shes doesnt know the have of it
current mood:  gloomy
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| Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006
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8:52 pm
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| Friday, May 19th, 2006
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9:48 pm
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Well I haven't Written In this thing for a while so i though that i would Update , not like there is much going on in my life but what the heck right , ... um well For starters , My car is kinda broken Drivable but hurt so to speak , i parked it in Sobeys Parking lot to run in and get so grocery's well never again i had some one run it to it and dent the back driver side quarter panel ( by the bumper guys ) any ways it going to cost me about 500.00 dollars to fix it till then I'm just driving around with a car that has a (bruise).... but any ways , uuummmm I'm trying to fix the mess that a friend made namely Matt He messed with a Friends Emotions and tryed to get away with it Its not working , to top it all off he lies about them saying that they did something that they didn't do
I also drove a friend to the new Cobequid The new one that is "faster and better" the one that i waited about 7 and a hafe hours to get help for My friend , She was in a abusive relationship or marriage she was married for 15 years and he abused her alot she came in to work and her hand was swollen and bruised over not to mention it was like 2 times as big as normal , while waiting there i race kids up and down the hall ways in wheel chairs and and out side , then after that when they had to leave i went out side it was pouring down rain and i went out side and played in that for a long while i was soaked then all of a sudden it started to thunder and i freaked latched on to a steel poll shortly after that it dawned on me ,,, If it got struck by lighting i would have been toast ... it would have been funny andi also would have been in a good place a hospital , but I would have had to waite a while , ( yes that was a joke ) , I went and check up on her the other day and and she told me that her husband was handcuffed and led away not to mention he was in the drunk tank for the night , i though it was funny , she has a bunch of friends at her house and they are watching out for her and she has my cell number and she calls it when she needs something i just dont want to be used and called for everything from a hangnail to needing a drive or a shoulder to cry on , (im to soft hearted believe it or not) ... but anyways beside that im good
Gills doing good she kinda hit a raccoon and is not game for the whole driving thing but thats ok i told her that i would drive her as long as she needed it i can only imagine whats shes going through she loves animals soo much and it hurts her to even see a animal on the side of the road so were working on the whole drive thing again but all in good time right i have to but a smile on for her she need it but any ways this is the most that i ever wrote in this thing so im calling it a day /night
current mood: exhausted
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| Saturday, May 6th, 2006
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11:06 pm
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11:02 pm
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| Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006
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2:26 pm - My CAR
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Well long time no write , but never the less , just a few new things .... I just finished putting in 4 new speckers to my car i have two 6x9 in my back seat and they are mounted as if they were head rests (pitty the fool that sits back there ) i also have a small disco light mounted in the back seat , it lights up the whole back seat and the roof , I like It , i also bough a amp to go with it and i have a stero in mind , i think i might be going a little over board but im having fun and looking good doing it i love it , i will have pictures to follow later
current mood:  dorky
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| Monday, April 24th, 2006
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6:12 pm
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... I'm Tired of people making accusations on other lives and then having the nerve to say them to others ,in reference to that , i would like to say that my life is my life and that i want to keep it that way , Gossip is the worse thing that there is out there and i wish that it was behind me in High School , If you have othing better to do then make things up from nothin , please try not to drag me into it , i have enough to deal with please dont add to it , im not trying to be mean and nasty trust me its really not in my nature but think of me as you will i have no control over they way that you see me and I try to influence it if i made you mad im sorry please just dont read between the lines
current mood: annoyed
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| Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
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3:22 pm
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Haven't wrote in this thing for a while haven't had time to, but i have a moment so here it is i'm still house sitting in Endfield , the place is like a dream home and i love it the only draw back is there's no cable and there's no internet so i have been cut from civilization and friends .. but never the less i changed jobs again im back at tims they offered more money and i said sure ( be a fool to say no ) so I'm Workin the 5 to 1 shifts and if you know me you know i hate mornings but i love money Xp any ways nothin to big has happened besides that any ways i'll drop a line later
current mood: drained
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| Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
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10:44 am
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Hey .. Well today started off really early I had to wake up at 7 cause Gill woke up and felt the need to wake me up ... -.- any way i had to go and get new Tires put on my car any ways ... but when i got down there they didnt have my tires the had every ones but mine so im starting to get pissed but then they arived and i forgot why i was upset in the first place , it was my blond moment so they were putting my tires on and i was running late so me being me i helped to hurry things along .... so i got them on and that was 300.00 dollars later but on the bright side they have great tread plus i though i had to re-place my breaks but all i needed to do was get the tires the breaks are ok , if you know the way that i drive you know why the breaks will be good for a while ( i rarely use them )
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| Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
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10:26 am
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This Is It I haven't Really Said any thing on the topic but never the less What once was me and Gill is no more We are nothing but Friends and we are both Fine with that , It seems a little weird mind you Its just going to take some getting used to that's all but in time i will , at least we are still great friends , I have no intention of loosing that she has done so much for me and i have a lot of respect for her in doing so , but i'm moving on with my life and i will se where it takes me , i'm not making any commitments yet im just going to be me and love doing so , Any ways i just wanted to up date a bit i'll write later
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| Monday, March 13th, 2006
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10:22 am
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As I Sit here Looking , thinking , breathing trying to remember the past i slowly and remember why its the past and we live in the present and cause i cant handle the past for what It has done to me , It haunts me with every move i make and though i have , i wake up with my past trying to hurt me as i havent yet dealed with it / her yet , I cant and till i do i think that i will continue to hurt the ones that want to come close and hurt my self , I cry every night now trying to figure out why I lost my life Im loosing grip on reality and I need some one to lend a hand , this year has nothing good of it I lost my best friend though she says that i havent lose her but i know i have things wont be the same and that i sont see her again and i know shes not happy mind you and i know its not her fault and im not balming her for it at all, shortly after that i lost what i held dearest to me my heart and love she riped the heart from my chest and killed me with her painfull words words that will haunt me for the rest of my life , ( i dont love you any more ) and the after that i had to celebrate my b-day with her and her familey , with the knife in my heart and it slowly starting to twist I recived a phone call , It was My familey telling me that my grandfather Is dieing and I have to see him soon as I go to see him I find that he Is on oxygen and His lungs are shot hes dieing every day and i have to watch it happen in front of me and not only that im waiting for a phone call to tell me that he is no longer with us , and every day i find my self guiltly of this pain i feel and taking it out on what little i have left of friends I try not to see to deal with this pain cause at least I know im not numb yet to it all , think of me what you will I cant be bothered to care and and if you wounder why you havent really understood what you read ,
current mood: rejected
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| Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
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4:00 pm - Twitch
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I'm having a moment Im Listing to sappy music and thinking about lots of stuff My friends and my Familey (what Little of bouth i have left ) I went Down To Peggys Cove yesterday and was looking at all the places that I knew and the Houses that My familey live or lived In Showing Them to Gill she seemed Intrested in it It was a nice drive really Cold though but never the less i have to go Drive Gill to the barn with her friend write later
current mood:  curious
current music: break me shake me - Savage Garden
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| Monday, February 20th, 2006
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8:09 am - Workin
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Hey well long time scence i wrote in this thing well I have yet again gotton another job , its still at Zellers But now I cook there and no ... no one has dies , got ill, threw up , And Im saying this on Malaries sake I know thats whats shes thinking but never the less I wrk in a few so I'm going to make it short Angela (my sister) called the other day and said that she wanted to help me with my Bills meaning my car Insurance and Cell Phone Im not sure why cause she really means wel I think but I think that i will get in more trouble If she helps It will be a never ending I helpd you and you owe me thing but any ways , got to go get dressed for work and If anythink big happens I'll Write in here when I get back This is my 8 th day stright workin give me strength
current mood: sleepy
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| Friday, February 10th, 2006
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12:01 pm
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Well i went to my grandparents the other day to see how they were i mean i haven't seen them in a while but when i went to go to the door but it had a oxygen sign on it , after that all i wanted to do is just run a way but after that registered my Grandmother was at the door when i walked in I try-ed not to think about it and just go on like it was a visit , trying to but that damn sign in the back of my mind (ha good luck ) after talking to nan for a bit she took me back to see papa that's when the sign played on my mind when i got to the hall i seen a long tube and following it it ran to papas room i got to the door and my heart stopped he was laying on his bed pale as can be not a slight bit of color just white the thing that hurt the most is seeling him with the tube that i followed in him to breath i just about broke down in tears It took all i had to keep it in and be strong cause its hard on bouth nana and papa when someone crys after talking to papa nan wanted to go out to the kitchen and sit so i followed her and when i did she cryed at the table telling me that shes scared and that its hurts her i know it does but i still listened for i know im the only one that she told this the rest of my ingrate full family only comes up to take money from them or to say they want something, after she said that she looked at me i think she was waiting for me to say what I wanted for shes used to it but all I could say was nan I love you and after that she cried again but a last when i looked up the hall way there io saw the greatest man i that i have ever know walking down it to come sit with us , he got up three times that day Nan said that was good I'm headed down there today and to sit with her to talk and to let her vent a bit hoping to help
current mood: worried
current music: starless - crossfade
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| Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
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9:40 pm - God Damn It
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For the love of god I hate snow I had to Get the drive way cleared So with shovel in hand we both went at it but about 15 mins in to it i got tired of it and wanted to use the snow blower but we had to move the van and the car , so My car was at the end of the drive way I asked gill to move and i floored it I use the back end of my car as a Plow and god damn it it worked , who needs a truck I Drive a Ford Focus :D any way my tummy hurts so im off to lay down
current mood:  determined
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| Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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10:42 pm - Snowing
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Hey Well it's another good night As I look out my window All I see is white It's snowing and I attempted to go walking in it to go to the store cause Gill was craving Coke ... (pop) For got to wear shoes and didn't even make it out of the drive way and then the goes the snow feet are frozen Gill yelled at me to come inside and i came running i was going to drive but the roads are horrid and i wouldn't and that says something i normally drive through anything and it makes no difference But looking at the roads It did , Any ways I drove out to the barn after work and barely made it the roads were slick But i was there talking to Lisa Bird and about when she goes on her trip She said she was going to Singapore or a little Island off it either or Gill and My self are house / Horse sitting and and getting payed to do so I love it out there and trust me when I get back i will be having pictures to post We have the run of the apartment that is over her Barn and Three door garage The apartment Is nice and it looks just like A place that you would move in to if given the chance but enough of that ,
current mood:  indescribable
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